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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.

Saturday, June 30, 2007
CIP flag day!

oh gosh...there was CIP flag day today. it was dam funny

me and wanyu met a lot of weird ppl, kind ppl, stoopid ppl, retarded selfish pigs, DRUNKARDS and so much more. so funny.

i shall elaborate more next time. since school started i have really been lacking sleep.

AND I HAVE MATHS TUITION TOMORO.

as usual i didnt do ben's assignments. but this time i had a good reason. too much homework. LOL. ok. maybe its not TAT good. but hey. he doesnt really check anyways.

besides, wat could be the worst tat could happen hur? he wun scold de. even if he did, i already dreaded maths tuition to the MAXIMUM.

my passion for maths is totally ruined for grades, SAGGY, tuition, and so much more..

HAIX.
if only we can just do maths.

FOR FUN. and not for grades..


WHATEVER.

Sunday, June 24, 2007
wanyu n her new KINSTONE WEBCAM


T.T

i have a pimple outburst.
ABRUPTLY.

i suddenly realised.
WE HAVE A LOT TO BRING TOMORO.

everybody's gonna de tmr under the hands of teachers.
NOONE actually competeed every assignment they r supposed to do.

im dying. holiday ends in...
ONE hour and ELEVN minutes.

i wanna cry. bye Hols.

mock papers here i come.

SOUUUVENEIR~~~

BUTTLI IS BACK FROM MACAU!!!

and she bought us key-chains! xDD.

however, one problem with me is tat wateva key chains in my hands wun really last long.

=/

Saturday, June 23, 2007
DREADS

im bored.


not because i have nuthing to do though.


i have TONS to do and worry about.

1) schools starts in like...31 hours?
2) homework is not done TAT perfectly. in fact i just finished pia-ing some time ago, and part of it tat has been done in the library is still with josephine.
3) i haven self study the chapters 10,11,12 of chem tat nic.liu. asked us to self study yet.
4) i bought a pretty looking physics assessment book tat i haven even touched yet.
5) i haven revised my physics. (except for magnetism, which IS supposed to be studied due to the test during the hols). becuz of this, problem no.4 has resulted.
6) i haven touched bio's complicated chapters. only revised a few weak chapters. DEAD.
7) i still think my maths is weak.
8) there is nobody whu can cheer me up on msn while liwanyu is off on her holiday to macau. (ok.false. i was talking to rosie when she suddenly asked me. YOU have Avril's song TOMORROW? ii went to search. moments later.."sorry! the song is yesterday. not tomoro." GOD. CLASSIC.)
9) i have something wrong with me psychologically. i just realised tat, after waking up from a dream where i was a gal with superpowers and i pinched a nemesis to death. i woke up finding myself pinching the lip cushion STONY and BUTTY gave me, sending it flying out of the bedroom door.
10) im losing all my desire to scream into her ear.
11) im losing my passion in gaming.
12) O levels.
13) my brother asked me to help him with this IT project assignment his teacher gave the class to do cause he told me he had completely no idea how to use computer softwares. (which IS true) and i end up getting blamed for not doing ANYTHING to work up tat project.
14) i am gonna lose all my hair merely by tossing and turning in my sleep. NO SHAMPOO seems to solve this ridiculous problem.
15) school starts in 30 hours.
16) im burning my dad cds, and the last time i burnt some, he complaint they were no good and tosses them away. (this isnt much to worry bout)
17) im getting fat staying at home during hols, eating junkies, and being banned to go out with frenz to exercise.
18) i bought a $5 top which is dam pretty but fits just right, when i wanted it to look dam big.
19) i haven bought rosie's present.
20) i haven bought peifang's present.
21) im getting broke.
22) i haven ran my nafta 2.4. BILL GATES, i can safely say, TOTALLY forgot about it.
23) i have lost my resistance to food. SECOND PUBERTY.
24) im currently carrying out my INGENIUS plan to prove tat M1 scams me of my bling every month. by counting the minutes i used to call.
25) i cant help being spastic.
26) i hate the maths tuition my mum signed me uo at. i just hate it for no particular reason.
27) tomoro im gonna spend money again.
28) my printer sux.
29) the overnight stay at my cousins house and the outing with them was too fun. SOOO fun i am begining to miss it. and i refuse to concentrate on my work.
30) i have yet to post the entry on the outing with my cousins.
31) im missing the class BBQ again.
32) i dread wat school brings in the new term
33) i fear for my fututre.
34) i cant seem to find motivation.
35) im digging up too many problems, including those which nv crossed my mind.
36) im traumatising myself.
37) i have red eyes. no. im not an albino, thankyou very much.
38) im not sure if my maths teacher BEN wanna check the worksheet we did last week to see if we completed it at home.
39) i dread tmr's maths tuition.
40) i dread monday's school reopening.
41) SAGGY better not catch me for having hair longer than wat she expected. im keeping it til the class photo taking is over.
42) saggy better leave us soon.
43) i'd better go finish the project my bro asked me to do.
44) i'd better post the entry on the ECP outing with my cousins.
45) i'd better stop worrying; the numbers are startling.

so yeah. i shall stop it lest it reaches 50 and i faint. by 2pm tmr i shall be officially BRAINDEAD.


MATHS.

dreading it every saturday night of my life til the big Os r over.


somehow i tink i think the Os r much more worth dreading for.


ooh man...

i am so BUSTED.

Friday, June 22, 2007
ECP with cuz-es~

today i went to Eats Coast Park. in short i call it ecp. with my cousins.


so all in all there were onyl 4 of us. me, weewee, xinyi and jinpeng who went.


yeah i know. usually when u go to ecp for fun and atherings, so it will be like A HUGE GROUP OF PPL. but this time, we went to meet up for like the first time in i dunno, quite some months? but there were only the four of us. and it wasnt tat small a group, given our traits.


WHATEVER. genetics is SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO geeting the better of me.


so we decided to meet up at JE mrt platform. but in the end, cuz x and jp set off early, they decided to come to bukit batok to meet u with us first, then go on to JE together. which was pretty funny. and lame. and UNIQUELY US.



the we met up ad i nearly didnt recognise them. so long nv see le. now suddenyl pop up in front of me i thought was just another young schooling couple. but is brother and sister luhs. dun mistaken. HAHA.


then we took the train and the GAYS kept coming up wit nicknames for me. like meatball and blob and stuff.


SICKENING. dun any of u try tat. I CAN KILL. GRRR. ok fine. watever. LOL.

i almost got busted by yeoxy for causing her to travel one BIG round to get to city hall, when all she had to do was just take from kranji to bedok. instead, she had to folo my plan and take from kranji to je, then to bedok.


WASTED.


aww geez. so FARNY. but i was almost killed.


anyways. we got to ecp by cab, the ride cost us $5.00, which is a pretty number to divide into half so me and xy paid. the other two just alighted. talk about being a GENTLEMAN. noobs man...


so we walked to the kiosk and rented our bikes...


so yeah. we played and cycled at ecp for a very long time. $5 for two hours plus free drink, which turned out to be a bottle of mineral water.


oh. and before going to return he bikes, we went to MAC to buy lunch for our brothers. and we had to wait for them to come back from i dunno where. they clamed they cycled so far tat they coucldnt see the beach and the waters anymore. we figred they were telling the truth; they sure took their time pedalling back.


yeapps we went to mac and bought our brothers set lunches UPSIZED. and an icecream each for the both of us. i had a mcflurry and she had a choco fudge sundae. she has this thing about eating toomuch milky stuff, and cold things somemore...from wat i remember so i asked.


me: "i thought u eat this kinda thing will lao-sai one?"
xinyi: "yeah. but after all this years i have learnt to 忍."
me: "err...ok..u sure hor"
xinyi: "yeah lah."


moments later,


xinyi: "uhms. i stomachache."
me: "LOL. i thought u can 忍 after all these years?"
xinyi: " cannot lah. i tink i got big buisness to do. hehe. be right back."
weewee: "..."
jinpeng: **listening to mp3 in phone**


moments after moments later,


me: "got?"
xinyi: "no lehs. weird"
me: **thinks: prank nature call**


after tat we pedalled back to return the bikes and attempts to get back to bedok mrt station by BUS. so we asked the kiosk uncles.


uncle no. 1: "cross underpass, opposite police post"
uncle no. 2: "see building over there? walk there then cross road"
teenager: "cross underpass"


so we pretty much summed up the information and went ahead with it. and as expected we lost our way. we asked another MAlay woman, a CHInese mother, another uncle after lsing our way and findingourselves at a MAMAshop where our brothers happily bought icecream and popcicles to eat. fancy tat.


finally, we found our way to the bus stop.


and there was no police post.


tat is, we didnt see any.


so we took the bus to bedok mrt station and pondered where to go. after hopping on and off several trains, we decided to head for causeway point, after declining to go to west mall. suggestion by the boys.


but in the end, xinyi had a stomachache on the train, and i suggested to alight. she said neirmind. so we waited. the next stop was kranji, their home, so i suggested going back home to pangsai. she said good idea. oder pizza home delivery too. and we did just tat. with a call to her mom, who was taking serene out for a walk, we headed to the playground where her mom was.


we really did oreder in, and while aiting for it to arrive, played with serene. HAHA. and it was pretty dumb lying on the floor and such. EVERNTFUL.


the pizza arrived.


CORRECTION. *the pizzaSSS arrived. there were 4 to be precise. ah yi ordered 2, and since it was buy one get one free, we got another 2. and she ordered 8 honey baked chicken wings, and 2 garlic breads, and tat got us another free 1.5l of bottle of ice lemon tee. COOL.


AND DELICIOUS. god. i was like a hungry ghost released on the seventh monthman. i literally ate mouthfuls after mouthfuls. OHMIGOSH. wat has gotten into me man. HAIX. second puberty. but i dun think i was the only one. COLGATE has been experienceing the same thing, and xiuying and wanyu are also eating, from wat we chatted bout in the class BBQ. and the people in the library are clearing sotkcs of the vending snack machine fast.


so it appears, I AM NOT ALONE.


after tat we all went into the bedroom to play flyff. **they did anyways. i was loitering about. and busy defending myself from ahpeng's whacking of the disgusting floppy little bolster. which is REALLY disgusting for your information.


and they have been asking us to stay overnight from the moment the pizzaSSS arrived; i thought they were kidding. but then weewee called his fren to say he wasnt going for his band practice the following day, and claimed tat he wanted to stay as well. ahyi didnt mind too, she pretty much asked us to stay as well. but i haven finished homework and i had a feeling mum wouldnt allow it.



she was at her english course, as it was a thursday, and dad's not back from work yet, so no one's at home. so we cant ask until bout 9. then dad told us to ask mom instead, which wasnt tat good either, cause mom wasnt due back til after 9.30. so we waited. all of us in panic. thought theirs didnt really show, fingers so busy clicking away on the com at flyff.



feminine instinct told me and xy we cant stay. bro was pretty confident mom'll say yes. and she did. so we cheered and played and bathed.

me and xy slept in her room while weewee and ahpeng shared his room. i changed into xy's pjs after bathing and was playing with her hairdryer all the time she was in th bathroom. so fun. and then we talke dand talked and talked. then we were hungry and went out to the kitchen to eat some leftover wings, garlic bread and pizza. then we drank some soft drinks and went back in again. then we talked and talked and talke again until weewee finished playing and all of us went to the kitchen to eat. we mopped up all the remaining food. and took pics and videos.

after tat we washed up and went to our separate rooms to talk and play and talk til 2.30, when ah yi woke up to wash clothes cause she thought it would rain (?!?!?!?) and then we went to sleep.

we woke up in the morning by the loud thumping of the floor.

weewee and ahpeng were GAY screaming and pillow fighting. i went back to sleep for a while more then decided i cant fall asleep, and so i turned to see if xy was awake yet.

a pair of narrowly opened eyes stared back at me.

THANK YOU AR u GAYS. dam soft sia.



overall it was a great, fun day. *CORRECTION. TWO great, fun days.


GOD. i would give anything for another sleepover like tat.

maytbe after Os i guess.


PICTURES!!!

MAC-ing





at their house...

jp
talk about gayness...

this is a dam classic photo.


weewee
flyff.
xy


jp being nosey and disturbing our gal talk.
us in pjs.

us SUPPER-ing late in the night.

xinyi sleeping


OK. i gotta goo snooze le. tmr got maths tuition.

**cringes**

and tmr after coming home from PROBABLY causeway point with mum, i shall do my last post to mark the end of the holidays.

this is really REALLY sad.


Sunday, June 17, 2007
pictures

for ur information if u really do not know. the pictures r supposingly to be viewed bottom up. cause blogger like to put just uploaded pics at the to pand i really dun have to patience to drag them one by one so there.


hand in hand we hop.


the collision

eyeliner.
AUNTIE spirit.
JUMP. (yes, i know its unglam)




YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAMMMM, SEEEEEEEMMMMMHHH!
under the moonlit sky (actually is lampost light)





THERE'S THE TWO RAINBOWS. find the second.[[fainter/above the first]]
the fishing ground.

running back to pit after returning the bikes




WHERE THE RAINBOWS WERE
when they were blading
wanqing [[whu just learned recently]] cycling
me and colgate.
from left: emily, me, wanqing, junhe, wanyu

ON THE TAXI


on the mrt
at the rainbows


at BEDOK mrt station


on taxi to ECP


on MRT to BEDOK

station [[bedok]]



on mrt to bedok





AT THE PIT



at jp's kopitiam. im drinking wanyu's free bowl of soup
me with emily

wanqing with emily
yinghui
AW-AW-LIEW
MUIMUI
a siberianhusky DOG

i not sure wat breed. labourer? sheperd?
CAT!
CAT!
meows..
at the fishing ground. HIPHOP CREW
wanyu/qing
QUARTET
rollerblading
PIT

fishing gound










the high tower.





BEACH.

double rainbows

high tower.
BEAUTIFUL SCENERY


wanqing
SQUEEZED
me
wanqing me colgate
colgate and wanqing
me and qing at mac.



XIUYING THE PRIMITIVE ANGEL

GOOFY COLGATE
gobstopper
GOBSTOPPERS
i tink blogger didnt post all the pics i uploaded. i have to go check
tatas babes.