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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

i tink from today im gonna blog only when i SHUANG.

i tink i totally lost the mood man.
maybe its the stress. haha.

went to NJ's open house. GOD. SO FARNNN!!!
we tried out all kinds f sports CCA like archery, tennis, hockey, etc.
and we got free ice creams. we wanted to take more than 2. three to be precise, but we eneded up fooling up witht he hockey sticks, so yeh. didnt get to eat.

but still. we drank bubble tea!
SO awesome to have a bubble tea store in school!
and yes pipo, as long as miss yeo is hired in NAN HUA, we can only dream bout this being a realistic one.

anyways. back to the topic.
JC life seems scary. expectations r high, and there seems to be little fooling around.
GOD.
this IS freaky.

NJ is REEELY fun. nice school with seemingly wacky and funny teachers and students r actually dam nice. kinda like nan hua, except for the huge stadium and bubble tea stall and wide variety of CCA and everything. ok. NANHUA's not bad. i mean. whu am i kidding? at least i have a sense of belonging here, unlike my pri sch. walau. SUCKS. in my opinion lahs. haha. but the campus is nice. low fences to climb across.

speaking of which. i kinda think i have been a very rebellious kid from young; the symptoms r all there. i wrote a vulgarity in some storybook writing competition, and had to ring my mum. i disliked any teacher tat have been biased. i day dream in class. TAT was primary school.
in secondary school, i got into rows sometimes with my frenz, so i switched buddies every now and then. then i joined some HUGE crowd of ppl in discussing bout the bad habits of miss choy and other teachers. OH. dun remind me bout MAGARET. and i dao-ed anyone i didnt like, and i started being REEEly blunt and curt, and i developed a bad attitude in school and brought it home, only to be skewered by my mum. ETC ETC ETC. A LOT OF THINGS i cant even remember. nvm. HAHA. fulfilling childhood.

anyways. point is, for me to suddenly pia so hard...its kinda WEIRD.

yes.
WEIRD.

i dun think i ever wanted to get something so badly. i ddnt even care. my mum decideds everything, but now, she has toally NO IDEA how the sec sch l ife is, and she consults my aunt, who is EQUALLY clueless.

nvm. dun really care. i MUST DO WEELL.
and i wanna get into hockey, yes. HOCKEY.

a sports CCA.
u heard right.
HAHA.
maybe i need a change.
something more interesting.

anyways.
i feell reeely guilty today.

i went for tuition in the morning til noon, so its 5 hrs straight of maths.
then i came home and bathed, and went shopping with my mum.

SHOPPING.
*cringes*

prelims are nearing and im here shopping.
nvm. at leats i read physics on the bus. i finally get the DC AC kinda shit. and logic gates r FUN.

oh. and i can happily scrape LOW WAIST CARGO PANTS off my wishlist.
my mum bought me two pairs!!!
I.P.ZONE. U.P.$39, PROMO $15 each.

COOLLL!!!!

oh. and she bought a top for me whic i didnt like, so we went to change it to something else. and i got something COOLER LOOKING!!! so the whole set paired up i looked like some HIPHOP dancer. -.-. anyways. its unique like mom said.
but problem is, i dun go out with frenz now, since wer all buried in books. so yeh. i dun think i will be wearing them anytime soon. SAD. HAHA.

hmm. anyways. im supposed to be studying bio for tomoro's m ock ESSAY QUESTION test during CEP. but then, i studied quite a bit of bio today and ytd, all tats left is the reproduction in plants and animals, and tat is enough to kill me. anyways. HAHA. i think i can manage to study during chinese and physics. sorry mrchowy. i intend to give up on physics liao. seriously. i should focus on more REALISTIC subjects. HAHA.


OH. shall start posting the homemade series

THE ADVENTURES OF KERO AND POTA (yes. weird i know. POTA. duuuhhh..)
IN THE PHYSICS TEXTBOOK

the publicity pics r on wanyu's blog. i shalll start posting maybe...next week? com rebooted. no choice. and secondly, im lazy.

so yes. die of itch man.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

NOTHING
pisses me MORE off than REFORMATTING THE BLOODY COMPUTER.

tat heap of disgusting CDs, that pile of things and softwares to install, tat disgusting wallpaper and the RETARD-proof instructions. ARUGH.

WORSE OFF. my pictures, videos, mp3 iTunes music R GONE. TOOOOT.
because of tat, i have to waste my BLARDY time hunting them all back, re-importing the music, AND OH. I WANNA CRY.

so im gonna blow it for u man. ZHUMA and XIUYING.
ACTUALLY i wanted to do a video for u guys de. =(. but since i had to lose all the documents TONIGHT. after going to west mall just to buy my BROTHER (huiyi) de present, i busted it man. and i ma not even finish huiyi's caRD IN TIME.
*SOBS*

THANK U AR TAN WEE WEE.
u HAD to rebel and off the com by the PLUG instead of clicking a few more buttons.
u HAD to do tat today.
u HAD to be tat LAZY.
THANKS A LOT MAN.

to show my appreciation, i have therefore decided tat i shall grant u this honour,

OF BEING BANNED FOREVER TIL MY Os R GONE.

Saturday, August 18, 2007
NIGHT REVISION

wakekeke.
night revision is REALLY FUN.



me and wanyu started staying on wednesday after oral. OH. i think i SCREWED it man. the oral was like dam ok. but then the examiners were like dam hard on us lohs. so mean. the old one kept on glaring at me, the young one whu tested me kept smirking evilly. inevitably, when i stepped into the quarantine room, i was feeling so freaked out man. my heart was actually hammering against my ribs lohs.



5 secs after the moment i stepped in, jolin yelled from somewhere behind the shelves.
"ivy! the oral was dam hard right!"

god. i didnt even care who or what was with her behind those shelves. i just caught a look of her behind some books and i replied.

"SHIT. the picture was DAM HARD man."

i entered the scene to see felicia, hui and lijie laughing, and norida staring at me as if i were alien.
nehmind. tat wasnt the main point. many of us screwed oral man. it was like so bloody sad. =(.



anyways. OH. yeh. so after oral me and wanyu went to buy snacks to keep us alive til night. it was all pretty exciting u see. haha. cuz is like only the two of us, and it was like camping! the last time i stayed so late was during cultural pop last yr? and tat was a long time back. hahas.



oh. and some 404 gals and 2 411 gals came and we played netball for bout an hour? then some went home and some wentback to do night revision in canteen. meand wanyuu snagged a table at the main staircase beside the hall, and near the canteen piano. gosh. that place is like DAM cosy. we even have in control a switch, tat connects to the light above us. just nice. xDD. so at home man. and wanyu said something bout watching the sunset. LOL.
the uncle came along; the uncle tat oftens asks if we have the keys. HAHA. xDD. he is really farny!!!! he asked if we were studying forthe night. we said YEH. he said OK, GOOD AR. then he pulled down the shutters, sealing the stairway. it was BLOODY NOISY. me and wanyu actauly cringed man. HAHAH. and the uncle walked off like nuthing happened. so cute. LOL.


we were really hardworking, doing work and exercsing in adequate amounts of time. so funny. oh. tats the first day. MATHS.

on thursday, which was ytd, we rushed back to class to pack our things after the chem portfolio from the lab, and ran down to staffroom, and then kuoped the table. GOD DAMIT. so many ppl tio scammed for CCA points lohs. wanna kik someone in the head man. the only person is missyeo, and i cant kikher, or i'll probably just BOUNCE OFF. anyways. we just went to the canteen and ate a bit then bought snacks and went to table to do our stuff. we only played ball at night, and i got hit on the left side of my face thanks to some weird person's NIGHT-BLINDNESS. god. eat more vitamins luhs. im innocent can.

anyways. we just sat there to do our work, the rest of 404 some in canteen some in class. of cuz me and wanyu is go to the table de luh there was this water bottle, PINK, filled to the brim. it's been there from recess i tink. we didnt really care. until about i dunno wat time i decided it didnt belong, so i left it in the middle of the corridor, outside the labs. Yvonne Lim, the KEYS uncle, and some students walked past it, staring at the bottle. Ms LIM even asked, "why is there a bottle in the middle of the corridor? who is so crazy to just leave it here?" "OH. WE dunno. has been there al along. *flashes an innocent smile*" the uncle said whoever left it there was crazy, and tat the bottle was so new, one of us could take it home, and nobody even cares.

GOD. i swear me and wanyu will become good frenz with that uncle man. we will be seeing him in school every evening. and yes, he will still be NOISILY closing the shutters. LOL. dam funny.

oh, and i became the bottle's silent and secret guardian angel. wanyu said the bottle looked so AS and lonely in the middle of the walkway tat it looked hilarious. HAHA.

until some ex classmate of hers came to get the bottle. he asked, "is this urs?" "no. not ours. someone left it there" "oh.*picks it up*ok. thanks." i couldnt resist but asks for the sake of the PINK bottle. "it's yours?!?!" "oh. bu shi, shi wo peng you de."



apparently his china slang was soooo ACCENT-YY tat i misheard. [[pretty normal for me now i guess, Daughter-of-the-LATTE; inside joke. ;P]]

"HAR?! shi ni ma de? (ur mom's?!?!)"
"err, bu shi. shi wo PENG YOU de."


LOL. wanyuu diao off le. HAHAHA.



oh. and we actually wasted a lot of time on thursday. we ate, confronted tchers for cca points, then finally went to the table. at the table, we only just took out our worksheets and did a few questions. then suddenly, i cursed.


"shit. look at tat noob of a guy. he has the same jersey as our class. WALAU."
wanyuu quints. "uhh. i tink tats yihui.."
i stun tio. "OH. LOL"



and then yihui came along with his rulicks cube. and twisted and turned and twisted and turned. he told us tat the NP ppl took his cca point sheet to photocopy, and how many ppl were scammed. me and wy just listened. LOL. and then he taught us a bito n the rulicks cube, though we didnt really understand a word luhs. cuz is like. im only interested in the colours; wanyu in her maths. haha. then after a while yihui walked off. [[of cuz, he acknowledged the pink bottle by asking bout it; it simply looked too gay]]

then at night, i went to kuop some grapes from rosie. SO NICE!!!!!!!

and later, after a few questions of maths, we all heard KLOCK KLOCK sound like heels. we thought it was a woman in high heels, but oh my oh my it was Eric Tan. seriously. we were mortified. HAHAHAHA. so farny.

anyways. a lot of things happened. so nice too. haha. OH. like me and wy going to bookshop to buy pens and stationery. we have the same penccil!!! xDD. so cute. oh. and XIUYING got her rubber bands to put on her braces. xDD. they keeping snapping. hha. well pictures coming up!

LIWANYU with The Killer aura.
txy with her rubber bandson her braces. and yesh, the bands keep snapping every once in a while, including when she yawns..





night revision!!! of course, we get distracted every once in a while. xDDnan hua in the day
nan hua in the night


netball in the night.

i just know im gonna miss nanhua when i graduate.

PERIOD.


Friday, August 17, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING TE-BU!!!
U R OFFICIALLY 16! and like xiuying said. u can now LEGALLY watch NC16 movies. me, yien and xiuying lehs. have to wait still. god. i cant imagine how long more. nvm. im a good gal. i watch cute funny movies whereby characters just hold hands and jump across fences together. OH WAIT. those r sheeps. nvm. bea. i shall just forget it.

HMM. a few things i have to apologise for:

1) making u feel disappointed int he morning cause we only gave u a slice of watermelon [i bought from school canteen], a slice of honeydew [wangxua bought from school canteen] , and a whole orange [yien kuoped from the 神台; a sour one at tat]. i know it all came to a BIG shock when it appears tat ur prezzie only totals up to worth like...60 cents? AHAHAHA.

2) pranking u on ur everybirthday since sec 3. god. u must feel SOO HONOURED man. WAKAKA.

3) literally forcing u to put on tat ICE LEMON TEE dress we bought u, in the class, over ur uniform. i SWEAR it looks so cute like tat. but still. some guy had to turn ard. i not really sure whu, but it was really unnecessary. *shudders* anyways, then the whole bunch of 404 ended in peals of laughter. god. i reckon ur life must be sooo sad. uhms. nit entirely my fault though; those two monkeys sitting in front of us in class are often involved. oh. and theres still colgate. xDD.

4) traumatising u after me u and AKK tried on the dress. god. oh. heres a little convo of us in the staff toilet..

me and AKK: "oi. zhu-ma u done yet??"
zhu-ma: "yeah. ok le."
me and AKK: *turns around*...
after 2 seconds..
me and AKK: *GASPS*
after a mili-second...
me and AKK: *collapses from laughing*
zhu-ma: "WALAU. DAM SKIMPY LAH."
me and AKK: *weaks from laughing too hard*
.
.
.
zhu-ma: "too 'filling' liao. this kind must those 'flat' people wear de.."
AKK: "hahaha...*still laughing*...zhu-ma~~"
zhu-ma: "...vyytann u ok le mah"
me: "yeh."
zhu-ma and AKK: *turns ard*
after 2 seconds..
zhu-ma and AKK: *WAAKAKKAKA"
.
.
.
of course. yien no need to escape one luhs. among us three she has the most INGREDIENT. LOL. according to wanyu lahs. god. we all felt so NAKED man. sheesh, even the prehostoric woman must feel more secure than we were. TOO cooling liao. wat really cracks us up was wanyu giving tat 无奈 look, and yien giving tat Maplestory dunno F1 or F2 look at the same time hugging her top, and me hugging my armpits. GOD. it was HILARIOUS. after tat we went downstairs to play in the rain.





i have yet to prepare my two other buddies' presents.
one for my BROTHER, the other for my SISTER-IN-LAW.
and i think i still haven finished something i intended to do for zhu-ma. if time permits tat is.

oh geez. anyways. pics of the pranks we did on her.

ok. after the second pic the class erupted into chaos.





she finally decides to pull it off.


GOD.


zhuma, WE LOVE U!


after the sour orange
ohgod.


ok. lixuan is just too cute. HAHAHA



Sunday, August 12, 2007



GREAT LORD.
everyone's in MUGGING mode.

me lehs?
i still in HOLIDAY mode.
god. i need to brush up. ok. not BRUSH UP only. i need to start physics.
FROM CHAPTER 1.
i cant grasp anything chowy says now lohs. the subject simply bores me.

i need to touch up on bio, and must resist temptations to skip the essay questions.

i need to practise more on physics and revise more.

i need to practise more Amaths. i know i've been doing tat for like the whole national day hols, but gosh, i get braindead every once in a while.

HUMANCE. i need to START FROM SCRATCH. only a miracle can save me from flunking humance lohs. my results in this combined humanities r FOREVER fluctuating.


THANK GOD i took triple science course. more interesting.

language-wise...monica should be ok bahs. my english is not TAT bad.
as for LeeBK, he can just go jump off a building. i cant believe i flunked my test, with LIWANYU. HMT.

GOD.
which moron flunks HMT??
HAR? HAR?? WALAU EH.
throw face man.




BOTTOMLINE.
ivytann.
its time to start MUGGING.
maybe u can start by carrying a mug ard with u whereever u go like classy Ms Ng.













these r pics taken at the skygarden there... tink is supposed to be the class photo taking seesion. xiuying and i went crazy. OH. the 404 superstar thingy also at skygarden. me and wanyu and yien 'HIT THE DANCE STAGE' and went crazy dancing. xuejie was recording it. but then the video jammed, so it wasnt saved. A HUGE PITY; angkukueh doesnt go crazy everyday...


Saturday, August 11, 2007

too freaking lazy to caption there. from bottom up. but yep. up to u lahs. from top down also can.

taken at fitness corner.