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Sunday, April 26, 2009

I figured.

Since I always swtich on my Mac when I study, I will be online subsequently.
SO that means when Im online, I'm home studying.

MEANING.
If I'm offline, I'm probably doing something else other than studying, if I'm even home in the first place.

That woud be TRYING to study.

Shit. Chemistry is not as easy as it seems.
Perhaps, perhaps, this blog is going on hiatus soon.

IVYTAN. OMG. CHEM!!!

Seeya, Earthlings.

So this random happy day, (Okay, not extremely so, since I have to mug for CHEM and MATH for tomorrow's tests) I was talking to ROSIE CHUA whoM I have yet to chat with in a million light years.

And it hit me that my chinese just got worse than ever.

[14:52:53] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

gimme a sentence using 况且

[14:54:02] IVY says:

uhm

[14:54:03] IVY says:

wait

[14:54:20] IVY says:

zhong zhi wo dou ne me fei le, zai chi ye bu yong jing.

[14:54:34] IVY says:

i lazy type in chinese.

[14:54:36] IVY says:

lol.

[14:54:55] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

that not kuang qie meh

[14:55:00] IVY says:

OMG.

[14:55:04] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

o.o

[14:55:07] IVY says:

HAHAHAHHA

[14:55:09] IVY says:

PAISEH

[14:55:10] IVY says:

OMG.

[14:55:16] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

omg soggy tan

[14:55:24] IVY says:

i was so confident that was zhong zhi

[14:55:26] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

i nv touch chinese for one year plus leh

[14:55:32] IVY says:

i even wanted to type see? pure hmt student.

[14:55:33] IVY says:

LOL.

[14:55:36] IVY says:

i also never..

[14:55:40] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

[14:55:43] IVY says:

HAHAHA somemore i got A2 for HMT

[14:55:44] IVY says:

HAHAHAHAHA

[14:55:54] IVY says:

die. no wonder xua always laugh at me

[14:55:57] IVY says:

idiiot.

[14:56:55] ♥xuanxin(: ♀ | awakened enchanted dawn of every heart; |♂ says:

wah lau..

HAHAH. Xuejie's gonna be so proud of me I know.

HOI.

If you are reading this, BETTER SAVE THE PICTURES IN OUR THUMBDRIVES SOON!

Anyways, speaking of which, Tuesday's match with THE SCHOOL WITH BLUE U NEARER WM was a really close one and I do mean REALLY close, like 9-7 down, 9-8 and 9-8 close.

God, 2-3 down.

Somehow it didn't really hit us until the next day. The thought that we were out of second rounds for sure kind of overwhelmed huiwen's and my happiness that we won on tuesday a 9-6 and redeemed ourselves for sucky TP the previous Thursday.

WORSE.

They cheated. HELLO? No interaction between players and others other than your partner, you opponents and in some cases, the umpire. Retarded piece of blond fat shit you had to go to your team players from behind the fence and tell them to attack backhand?

Whattheshit.

You just go drown in your ever deepening well of ignorance, tardiness, bimboness and arrogance. SO STUPID. No wonder stuck in an institute like that for three years, if you even call that and institute, and still can get further retained somemore.

SMART.

To the extent of bringing in benches from outside the court in YOURSELVES. Smelly dirty act-pro and waltzing bimbotic pieces of shit. UGHHHH.

If wanna see potential, wanna-bes, go Ar-Jay-See. Those people are really true potentials. Well, in any case, more than you. Freaks.

Now on a brighter note, (okay, not so bright, Im feeling kinda of weird now) yesterday marked the day of us girls' last training at Waterfront Sports.

Sun was hot as usual. Got sunburnt and extremely tanned.

I will seriously miss the place, and company.

Fab 4! especially. ): BUT STLL CAN STUDY TOGETHER! :D

And diet together.

And save $$ together.

And go JP try shoes (i.e. MONDO), try clothes (i.e. THIS FASHION).

And go to major departmental stores and laugh at anything and everything from lingerie to cosmetics. (how can we forget, trying free samples)

Ohmans. Okay. I miss them already. Will be uploding the pictures once i get hold of them from xuejie. HAHAHA.

Okay I shall resume my studying and copying of solutions off litespeed.

Toodles~ :D

P.S. With one major part of my JC life gone now, I have every other reason to focus on the other. Chemistry, as sucky as you get, Here I come! :D

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

LESSONS LEARNT.

#1. Want to swear? CAN. But don't do it loud.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

299th post.

I believe liwanyu has long surpassed this measley number of mine.

Anyyways.

): To start with, thursday didn't turn out so good. We screwed up. And I feel damned guilty, because if not for us, ME, I think we would have at least secured a spot in the second round, since AR-JAY-SEE is such a definite No-No.

I shall not reveal the scores, or how we did. I think its quite dumb, and I suppose enough people already know and that those who played and lost are terribly down already. I mean, I bumped into wen the following day after bio lecture, and before we said anything near "I'm depressed" she already told me "I want to cry."

Effffff. The impact wasn't as great on the day itself please. Come to school first thing have to tell my bus buddy bout the game, then ASSWIPE of a jonathan climbed onto the seat behind me after his gf, and beamed "I heard you lost, Ivy."

I know. Its all in the name of 'good fun'. But frankly speaking I don't need that right then. I swear. I was super cranky for the rest of the day, but thank you God. I'm not alone.

Tuesday.

I don't want history to repeat.

I want to redeem myself, because this feeling effing sucks; it's like an unpleasant taste stuck in your mouth that you can't rid for days.

I want to play my normal rallies, confident relaxed strokes like when I'm goofing about with my girls.

I want to sit on the grand stand with my partner and people of Fantastic 4 (*LOVES*) again, but this time, for a happy cause.

(: FANTASTIC 4.

Speaking of it, this is like, one of the major things that I will really miss after stepping down. ):

We will still stay back together! I HOPE! <3~

Hmm.

Such a different feeling.

I don't care how little affinity we have for the sport; I know The Holy One will lead us through, whoever He is. (:

Besides, He is the reason the sky is blue. :D

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

OHMYGOD.

It's tomorrow.

The BIG DAY.

I can't think straight!!

ARUGHH.

GOODLUCK TENNIS GIRLS!! (:

We can do it.

Have faith.

What's more to this, than just another match?

Confidence, come back!

Don't fail us now IVYTAN.

Play your normal games, just play your normal games.

P.S. (To my BEST-EST partner ever) We can do it! :D <3!

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Eff. Effff. EFFFFF.

Not now.

Not when we have come this far.

Not after we put in so much of our time.

Not when the passion is building up again.

Not when I want it so much.

Just NOT NOW.

I doubt I can take it; I know we can't.

If all doesn't go well, I know, I just do.

I know I will break down.

For the time spent.

For the love.

For the efforts put in.

For the hurdles jumped across.

For the sweet bittersweet aftertaste.

For it all.

Please, let it all go well.

I need it and I want it to.

Because the both of us, simply can't give anymore.

The last thing I need, we need, is to have it all stripped away.

Pourquoi?

Je ne comprends pas, non.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Wanqing smsed earlier to tell us she got Gold with Honours for SYF.

I feel really proud of her!

But then, I still wonder how she, being such a RACIST, can pull off smth like that.

HAHAHA.