Private Territory.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

On the brink on breaking down.

So many times I've told myself, it's just that bit more, be strong.

Tchyeah. Easier said than done.

School starts in one day, and it sucks.

I'm not much further in my revisions. God.

I feel like a blender with all sorts of emotions mixed up together now.

Anxiety, for the upcoming CTs.

Peace, thanks to C8 playing on iTunes. (Credits to chewwwwling who went bonks at macs just now)

Fatigue, due to the late nights and early mornings for full-day study dates.

Anger, Impatience, and Disgust.

Amongst so many others. TIME came too, on Thursday.

Was wondering how come it came so late.

Well, it arrived anyways, bright and early, super heavy.

Well, just random posts. I wanna screamo. But then again, its 1am in the morning.

2.5 more hours to mug.

Pull.

Through.

*Over&Out.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Sickeningly Sweet; Hauntingly Beautiful

So I decided to drop into this neglected space of mine.

School's starting in approximately 2 days.

Revision's half done for half of the people I know out there.

I know of people around me who are still hopeful for an extension of holidays, regardless of how ridiculous the whole idea is, given that there is only 2 days left? :/

Vani: Hey, you know the H1N1 thingy? Number of cases TRIPLED!

Ivy: Yeah, okay cool. I wish people who just stop praying and hoping for the extension; it's not going to happen.

Vani: I'm not! I've just been keeping up with the number of cases, you know it's actually serious?... Parents still send their kids to school, and when something happens they complain that not enough precautions were taken! ....

...

Ivy: You're still hoping too, huh.

Vani: ...Yeah.

ROFL -.- Gila-ed with her on the phone today in the wee hours of the morning, from 1 I think, til 2+, 3?

I've wasted my holidays man.

WELL, then again, I really wouldn't put it that way.

Biology was okay, I was so glad I compressed that whole stack of papers into just a few sheets of writing paper.

Chemistry wise, Organic seems so much friendlier; Physical's going to be a tough cookie.

Math. I'm still the ignorant student here.

H1s are more or less over.

In case you're wondering, OVER as in firstly, done with, and secondly, total goner.

Gp was hell, and History wasn't much better.

HOHO. And I thought single digits for tests was bad enough. How about single digits for ranking points. Well, that's something new.

"Like, a breath of fresh air!"

-Confessions of a Shoppaholic

Tchyeah right. Suffocating, more like.

Gah. Oh, and since I'm so bored and braindead now, from idling at home thanks to my asshole of a brother, I shall finally throw in the overdue pictures on demand (from the involved parties)

Pictures!

Saturday; BB macs; Ling

Its kinda surprising how often I go to macs to study this hols; it's actually pretty homely. Hahas. Especially when I go with Ling. Conducive, pretty much.

Ohmy, actually there are so many more stupid candid pictures, but I figure I might as well keep them to myself. LOL.

Macs has a nice environment, accompanied by the living things that you see there, apart from the customers and staff. Here's a green grasshopper with a partly broken leg (you can't see much, just the difference in length), and a lizard that crept up the wall outside my window.

Tuesday; Cats; BFF.

So we set off bright and early (I was late, as usual) to our destination, for our lunch first. There wasn't Subway there ): Superduper Sad! But to her obvious delight, in stark contrast with my huge disappointment, there was MOS, so she dragged me in.

Me. My retro camera, which to my utter horror, DIED after liwanyu took a couple of camwhore shots. I'm seriously hoping it's just the batteries. And my milk tea.

As usual I asked for more packs of milk. And I had one left.

She eyed it for quite some time.

"What's that?"

"Oh this?" I waved the little cup in my hand, swaying. "It's MILK!"

ANd then proceeded to let out a giant burp, followed by a contented smile.

Ohtians. HAHA. Burst into hysterics.

God, I must have looked like some shaggy, unshaven drunkard.

Oh no, that's not all. She too the cup from me, and tipped the whole of its contents into her cup of remaining coke, stirring up a weird concoction.

"Mhm! MHM IT's SUPER GOOD!"

I gave her an incredulous look of disbelief and she shoved it in my face.

"TRY IT TRY IT! REALLY NICE!"

Looking at my really enthusiastic friend I decided to give it a shot.

I looked down into the liquid.

"Ew, that's a suspension. Yuck! No, I changed my mind."

"TRY!" Gives me this really excited-cannot-reject-kuku face.

It was a raw taste of Vanilla Coke.

She gargled down the rest of the cup while I looked on with a scrunched-up face. LOL.

After that we proceeded to the shop.

I tried the guitar. :D

We ordered drinks. She had some Lemon Lime Bitter Old Soda, I had Raspberry Sparkling Juice. Hrs tasted like a more refined version of 100+, mine had an unmistakable alcoholic aftertaste.

After studying, we walked around, shopping for ourselves.

I got really fickle-minded and couldn't decide between the two books.

YOU SEE? BIG is such a charming book! Pick it up and never put it down!

Wore something that wasn't usually my style.

La Cafe.

The Hesitation.

Which eventually led to me not buying anything at all. LOL. -.-

We then moved on to some intercontinental hotel or smth. To use the toilet, and camwhore, but got our asses knocked by the doors.

Surprise surprise! (:

Thursday; Macs; Yuhui&Peifang.

The two darlings who celebrated my birthday for me during....sec 3? Or was it 4. I can't recall. (: Got together to study again after a million light years.

P.S. Glad it's productive for you. Do it again soon okay! :D

Whewww. Tmr's study date with Ling and Huiwen at macs again. God I need new batteries for my camera; hopefully that will solve the problem. And then, there will be a new entry...

Oh and btw, I have a new URL if you didn't already realise.

*points above*

Liwanyu and I had a fantastic time hogging up new blog URLs. Well, for future use anyways.

She got so amused watching me get pissed over our Skype video calls.

Thanks to some kid who uses the term DODOPIG and have the same name as me, some 'ivy' from a certain B country, an 'ivy' of a race liwanyu finds particularly amusing, and finally some retard who hogs up the ultra-cool blogname just for the fun of it.

NO POST.

Just "DIFFICULT BUT SWEET"

My ass.

Good Night all.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

As shitty as Im feeling right now, I still hold hope for the one week extension of the holidays, like I mentioned in my virtual prayer. (refer to previous post)

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm/

Here people, do the grey-colour boxed poll on the left sidebar near the bottom of the page. (:

PLEASE CHOOSE WISELY! (You know which one I'm referring to already.)

For reliability, accuracy, and true opinions from the public and large, honest masses of people.

Yes, and that's exactly why I'm publishing it, encouraging genuine, heartfelt opinions to be voiced out and heard!

HEEEHEE.

It's not too late.

再多四个月；我会坚强，会坚强。。

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I'm so tired I can just collapse and snore away. Been out studying from tuesday til just now, taking a break tmr, cutting myself some slack at home.

Tuesday- Gloria Jeans with FQ

Wednesday- Long John Silver with FQ

Thursday- Burger King with Ling

GAH. Saturday at Macs, AGAIN. Hoho. Cafes, Lecture Notes, Stationeries, A Levels.

Life sucks ttm, atm.

PICTURES.

Tuesday:

Wednesday at LongJohn. HAHA. Such a coincidence Meiying popped by to meet Rosie.

HEHE. (: Pardon my SUPER-LY ROUND face.

Back to [DNA/(Cell+Nuclear)÷]

Til next time, if I survive this week.

P.S.

Dear God,

I know this is gonna earn me some _ years of bad karma, but as dear little Diana said, karma is shit cause apparently she landed herself in some c-heet sc-kool regardless of the many donations she made (I certainly hope you see to that), so I shan't worry my brown hair grey with the consequences for now. Thus, please kindly allow the numbers to skyrocket cause we need that one week of extra chill, and then let someone declare the whole thing as a false alarm and let the numbers drop again after school reopens.

May all beings on Earth prosper in health and wealth. Amen.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

So many things to update on!

Thursday- Phylogeny workshop

Friday- Science Center workshop on PCR + Slumber

Saturday- Outing with The Girls

All the videos and pictures I have yet to compile! Or upload, or receive...

Anyways here's a video I got first from huiwen.

Frying Ice-Cream at YakiYuki/YukiYaki.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Went to study out with Fangqi on Friday and LingLing on Saturday.

Friday was productive, at BK.

Saturday was quite okay, at Macs.

Brought my lappy out both times to refer to the history slides. (: Did quite a bit of history revision. And thank to ling, I finally realised how sucky my teacher was. Okay, shan't disclose. I'm starting to get the feeling I'm morphing into a disgusting, negative blob. ARUGH, but seriously, facts are staring at me in the face.

Zapped from her some crucial stuff that would definitely prove useful and helpful in the upcoming revisions. Hehs! (: And we had a WHOOPING good time camwhoring away after studying (however much we did; by this you should understand that we completely lost out study mood.) I think, everyone gave us weird stares while we posed and explored gleefully and obliviously away at the MacBook. HAHA. (:

PHOTOBOOTH ROCKS!

(But wireless connection where we were seated at, SUCKS.)

And. It hit me that all the money I spend while heading out, are on FOOD. O:

真是个肥猪。

OMG. (:

Saturday! Mega 404 meeting with the babes.

Sunday! Mugging session with liwanyu. (Preferrably Gloria's again! I LOVE the drinks and ambience there! (: )

PICTURES.