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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.

Monday, March 30, 2009

I LOVE BUTTYLI!
HEH. (:
I couldn't and wouldn't ask for more. :D
Meet up soon okayy! Got SOOOO much to tell you! Face-to-face of course. Hoho.











HAHAHA. I know the last video is a bit the pointless. But then, I'd prefer to focus on the figures other than liwanyu and me (camwhoring) HAHAHA. Take for example, retarded queen of stones HUANG WQ and Sun XX. :D

I love unglam moments caught on videos. All the live action one needs :D

Saturday, March 28, 2009

TENNIS TODAY. 
WAS SHIITYYY SUNBURNT AGAAIN.

Okay lahs, it wasn't that bad today, as it was I can't remember how long ago.
Didn't get to bring my visor, since used it on Thursday so put it to wash and it still hasn't dried. Thus, during the random doubles match with two TJ girls, I slapped on a thick stripe of white sunblock across my face, hoping that the sun will have not that big an impact on me. 

Not.

Oh wells. Anyways match with TJ girls was like. -.- Totally wasn't focused; we kept hitting out shots. God. I'd very much rather play with people I know, and people who don't look half as intimidating at first glance. Then again, those two at SR looked horribly hostile and fierce, but their shots weren't anything like that. 

If only. If only this was the case during nationals. Suddenly, its like the WHOLE SINGAPORE knows how to play tennis, and WELL at that. Oh shuuucks. I ain't feeling very confident right now.


Nationals. Two weeks and a bit more? Stuck here still. I wonder how we'd do. Cause every CCA is fighting. Every CCA feels that confidence to win, that uhm. HUNGER? I don't really; not very much. HOWWW. ):

Anyways. On a lighter note. Today huiwen Fan3 Chang2, and asked if we wanted to take pictures, after the match-plays. SO I whipped out my cell, and we started snapping! (*refer below) LOL. Afterwards ling went to bathe and we got carried away, MAD-ing in the toilet. 

Waterfront toilet is quite. Ugly huh. HAHA. Stacks of lockers and sower and toilet cubicles. Benches. Oh, okay lahs, not that bad. at least its spacious. Only thing is, there is no fan, no handdryer, always run out of toilet paper, no ventilation, and is only separated from the outside car park or some weird open land by a wall. So when relieving, can hear the ahneh outside hollering at another fellow worker. ROFL.





HAHA. Ling is SUPER CUTE :D
**Xuejie and huiwen posing**
Ivy: "How come you zoom in on xuejie only??"
Ling: "I don't wanna take huiwen!" *joking tone*
Huiwen: *acts rejected*


Ohmytians. Xua you damn perv. HAHA.
Straight lesbos. (Ironic much.)
I refuse to be associated with this abusive, pervertic madwoman.
Doubles partner. 
一起骂粗话. Laughs*

404 sheeshers. :D 4 years, and 2 years of same cca in tennis. HOHO. (Oh did I mention we bumped into chrisliew. Like zomg, BL's too small for comfort.)
Xua's. Expression. Is. Classic. :D
:D:D:D





HAHA. Was doing some retarded body formation, but stopped cause leg cramped while waiting for that ass to click the button. IDIIIOT.


Tuesday- TRG
Wednesday- home friendly with MJC
Thursday- TRG
Saturday- TRG

Only a bit more to go. 
Before it all ends.
Before we go full swing into that last segment. 
Before we overcome that last obstacle.

Before we don't see one another.

ARUGH. 

Wednesday, March 25, 2009




Here's the GP thing for those who didnt manage to take it down.



Friday, March 20, 2009

It's amazing how freaking ugly you are when I see through all those fake disguises and f-ed up tones.

It's okay.
It's not long more before the sweet escape.
It's not long before we have more important things to worry about.
It's not long before we grow up and busy ourselves with totally different things.

I'm waiting.
Cause seriously, I can hold and bottle up all these disgusts no longer.

Let. Go.

Thursday, March 19, 2009


Hmm.
Monday UWC match was cancelle,d proved to be a total waste of my life travelling all the way down. But yeah. Got to visit the compund and HOLYGOD it was HUGE. Really cool and nice campus. And we camwhored in the toilet full of bags.

Heh, two of the LITTLE tennis group pictures we have. Pretty sad, but quite precious I must say.
Wonder how much I will miss the sport when we all step down.
P.S. SRJC friendlies was great! (: but I doubt I can say the same for saturdays with TJ. ):
Replies to tags:
Jocelyn: HELLO! Thank you (:
bugger: ASS. HAHAHA. Don't see why you wanna rebond your hair anyways.
hui: LOL. MUTHU! :D
KENNETH: LOL. You...corrupted member. HAHA.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

TODAY. 
I FEEL LIKE MISS SCATTER-BRAIN.

I think I can just go dig a hole and die. 

At pastamania, I made a mess out of where I was sitting, cause I accidentally lost grip of my pizza and the grounded cheese kinda spilt everywhere.

At tennis, I swept the dumb yellow ball back and back-pedalled to the baseline. At the service line, I TRIPPED OVER MY OWN FEET and FELL BACKWARDS, FLAT on the court. Cracked up after that, super malu. At least two courts of people saw me -.- And What-The-Xua that moron xuejie wouldn't stop reminding me about it.

At home, after putting down my stuff, I went to send a relay asking the class to pay up fr their math books. After inserting a somewhat threatening tone that proved VERY successful and efficient, I REALISED, to my extreme horror, that I FORGOT TO MENTION WHAT BOOK, WHAT SUBJECT. Great, so now, the relay will prove to be one sent in vain.

Kenasai.

Tomorrow match against SRJC, then go down to queensway to look for team attire. 

WHAT THE XUA.
I'd better not trip and fall tomorrow.

Monday, March 16, 2009


Mhm, sports meet was a blast. HAHAHA. Screamed til we all went bonks.
CNY. A lot of pictures to upload.

So many things. 
So little time. 
:/

P.S. Bugger on the extreme right wanna rebond her hair. HAHA. :D Up to you hun. Frizzy's your style mans. :D

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I figured the need to reply to tags, so as to acknowledge those who left behind some traces of comment, proving their existence.

Xinyi: Yeah man. I need a break. Haven't exactly done proper shopping in a long time.
WANI: HELLO. Where got racist please. Im a nice person who don't judge people by colour. (: ROFL.
xuanxin: YOS :D WE SAW THE SAME RAINBOWS.
ling: HAHAHA. KACHANG. :D Yeah man. Desert, ANYTIME.
huiwen: TMR GOT TIME TO BIG CHILL MEHS. Someone dismiss at 330 siah. *ahems*

NAFTA was way dumb. After a year of being in a sports cca, my stamina showed no signs of increasing. My timing got WORSE. FANTABULOUS siah. -.- Or maybe its my Big Aunt who came a few days ago. Ah wells.

Crap. E-Learning is a lousy excuse for an institute. TTM.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW FAKE YOU SOUND.

Or maybe you do. But you just prefer to pretend not to.

Effing shit.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

MHMM. I need to learn how to juggle and make use of my time well. I realize I haven't been updating recently. Usually too drained by the time I reach home from school, with all the things going on; staying back in school to study, go for trainings until late late latteee at night, etc.

Live broadcast (or so, its called) of the J2 A level release of results in LT5 on friday was super demoralizing. The talk by the teachers got some of us thinking about how we are still wasting time at this stage, taking it easy, not giving our all, slacking. Really got us all wanting to change for the better, and put in more effort academic-wise. But yeah, while thinking about it on my way home on the bus, after michelle and diana alighted at their stop, I realized that, I didn't know where to start. WHich subject? Which topic? In fact, I must admit I am feeling kind of lost. 

Weekends come and go damn quickly. 

Friday (TGIF), some of us tend to slack the day off, taking a (well, I wouldn't really say well-deserved) break from the week of school. 

Saturdays, needless to say, will be spent on training and dining out, then going home (of course not dropping by the sports stores on the way. OH. Which reminds me, I bumped into nicholas at Royal Sporting House today). Today, 10am-3pm. It the first time we actually stayed the whole session including matchplay, and I'm totally burnt. Stupid sun. Stupid coach. Stupid **********. Stupid drills. Stupid mentality. Arugh. Burnt my neck, face, scalp, arms. I foresee my nose skin peeling again -.- Weekly routine. Oh wells.

Sunday. Sleep in late, since its the only day I can afford to. Then its off to tuition at 3-5pm. KNS man. Middle of the day. How do I even do anything please. Thank god I withdrew. Comtemplating if I should go to mel's chem tuition instead. Gosh. But its still midday. Worse, its at CCK? And I don't even have direct bus, so CONFIRM late one -.-

I feel so...SLACK. And I can't find time. So yeah. Since I can't do much about all the trainings, I figured I might just resort to not sleeping as much, and staying back after trainings on Saturdays to study. Else all the traveling, and ohmytiann, BATHING at home. I think I can just forget bout A levels. HAH. Bathing. After bathing I feel AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD. Then I close my eyes, and flop down on my bed and it's off to Dreamland. Shit lahs this won't do. Hence the staying back in school, so I bathe later. Yes, smelly I know. But it keeps me awake at least.

Right now, I feel damn weak. Haven't been playing very well lately. Wen and I finally resorted to standing at the baseline, after figuring our volleys kinda suck after a while. More reaction time. Occasional drilling. Somehow, we play different in drills and actual matches. Take for example the Keep ball in play thing. Golly, we felt so relaxed after the whole drill, unlike how we usually hit; rushing to take the point instead of taking our time to hit the ball, that we lost our sense of urgency. -.- KNS man. So contradicting. 

Hmm, might be getting new shoes, and tennis skirt. Money siah. Fall from sky please. Maybe I'll just go be a PE teacher. $6000+ a month? No joke man. Had a BIG CHILL today. Okay lahs not really BIG CHILL. But desert was good :D

No training on tuesday due to math test, don't really know if thats a good thing or bad. Heh. But yeah, UBER early dismissal on thursday -.- Lunch out with the girls and then off to training I suppose. :D HAPPY. After the drills, at least I recalled the smash techniques and did okay. Serving double faults is now almost totally gone from us. I found the part where we had to exhale upon point of contact funny, cause of all the weird sounds we make. Especially xua's. "WHOO!"

ROFL. So wrong so wrong.

Thursday was great. Felt the winning streak we hadn't in a long time, playing against other doubles pairs, like J1 guys and girls, and J2 girls. Hmm, but I still find lack of consistency. Sian. I want to IMPROVE. But I don't know how. Crap. I don't even know what went wrong half of the time.

:/ Looking forward to tuesday anyways.
Wed- Home learning. But dumb old JJ wants the tennis team to go for NAFTA. Asswipes.
Thurs- Early dismissal; Fri's timetable so I end at 12.30, Xua 12. Ling 1. Huiwen 3.30? The most rally in school then go marketplace makan. :D Cool shit.
Fri- Sports heats. HOHO. 浪费我的青春。

HEH HEH HEH. All the horror will end on tuesday.
GP content quiz. History SBQ test. Math quizes (Apps of Integ and D.E.). MAth lecture test (Apps of Integ and D.E.). Chemistry surprise test (All of orgchem. SHOOT ME PLEASE.)

I need serious energy to pull through this week of hell. From which I get by sleeping. 
NOW. (:

Maybe I'll just give up chem for biology and tell the stinky chem tuition that I had no time to do. Weak, but nonetheless effective. JC2 student with A div coming up. No joke.

TOODLES. Im heading off to Dreamland. See ya there wit all the Yakults. :D

P.S. An sms FQ sent: "你好学不学,学我骂粗话!" and "I'm a 典范猪朋狗友。" HAHAHA. (:

Monday, March 02, 2009

HAHAHA. Been camming with this lovely for quite a few days now. I MISS SITTING NEXT TO YOU IN CLASS. ): LOVE YA LOADS :D

*does signature actions in dp*

HAHA. :D

P.S. Rainnyyyy. Oh. We all got through to national! Ohmytians. Damn happy. Time to strive. :D

P.S.S. MIchelle, Munnera, Fangqi and I got our ICE-CREAMS. :D And we went bonks in the canteen when the aunti was pulling down sizzling ice's shutters, cause muneera and I and FQ were so busy talking to Wanehhh, that we forgot about our icecream..):