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Saturday, March 29, 2008
even as im sitting in front of my APPLE, i know i wun ever type out a blogpost. why? im lazy to, and i REALLY wanna blog, just tat i lose the mood all of a sudden. what's the point huh.
college life i really busy, and kinda hectic. for a LAZY person like me, that is. ohoh. and i just despise that CT of mine. all she does is talk and talk and talk crap. yes, BUTTYliwanyu, u should know. ohoh, speaking of whom,i was supposed to mee with huangwanqing the STONE again, but the i also lost the mood, and since they've eaten already i might as well stay at home and slack and mug and cook my own lunch. YES. sounds pretty huh: "COOK MY OWN LUNCH" but actually in IVYTAN's terms, COOK MY OWN LUNCH= #1. Boil water; #2. put in instant noodles; #3. spill in watever seasonings and an egg. THAT, is pretty much it. oh god. i miss wanyu and wanqing and everyone else, though i do get to see wangxua and huiwen and angkukueh almost everyday in school at least once if im really lucky; our timetables clash kinda like crazy.
oh. speaking of whom, wangxua and huiwen got in the school tennis girls team le. and i still have to undergo some second round of audition. yes, i know i oughta be thankful. AT LEAST i still have a chance. but then again, thinking of how fast they;ve gotten in, and how much competition i have to face for the last 2 spots or so in the team kinda turns my stomach a bit. ever since i received the call on my cell on the way home in my father's van on that RAINY friday, my mood totally changed. my mom even came in to ask why i look so defeated. oh gosh. i must admit im VERY defeated already. jesus. i really oughta cheer up, mop up all my tutorials, revise for those bloody tests, (specifically CHEM; gasps at redox*), and really work hard to get in the team. finally i found something im really keen on, and i tink its about time i reall put in some effort. maybe its too late to say, but if anything, there is always CHOIR for me. (oh great great LORD. im really trying my best not to think in that direction. currently i heard choir has only got like, 11 ppl in all? HIGHLY doubt there will even be a chance for us to enter SYF. i mean, yes, DUN LET THE NUMBERS DEFINE U, but still, 11 is kinda SAD..)
oh yeh. stayed back in school on friday to finish up my GP assignment, and since i had nothin to do from 3 to 4 when jaclyn had PC (we were intending to play tennis after school), i decided to stay back in school to finish up my GP, which is like, overdue by at east an hour. seriously, i wouldnt fanccy waking up BRIGHT and EARLY to return to JJC tor eturn my script. haha NOPE. fat hope. NO. IVAN, is really lazy sometimes.
oh god. im turning into ONE FAT NOOBY NERD.
#1: I KEEP SNACKING!!! EVEN WHEN STUDYING!!! (that is, IF, i even studied at all)
#2: I MISS MY RUFF FRENS!!! WHICH, unfortunately had all been delteted by the ROSEteam, after fixing the breakdown over the weekend or sumthing. KILLER to my heart man. my buddies..]]:
*met ele online today. retarded yeh? hahaha we were like OMG. U FINALLY ONLINED~~ HAVEN SEEN U IN AGES and all those crap. after 5 mins of those kinda 'MISS U, U RETARDED NOOB!' kinda shit we went back to insulting each other and crapping along. omg waste of my time HAHAHA.*
#3: noob ar...why ar. OH. i forgot. HOHOHOHO. IMA NOOB cuz i haven even gotten the $$20 from chrisliew who passed the money to wanqing who i am supposed to meet along with liwanyu for lunch today at JP, then mug. oh. which brings me to the next point.
#4: im TURNING IN TO A NERD. ok, or sorta like tat. other tha being online for chatting and iTunes, im like. study study study. i even didnt feel like going out with wanyu except for the fact to look at a new pair of track shoes (at this point in time, im sadded by the fact tat i have to go throw rubbish and change com so im back to this flat, white but lifeless APPLE keyboard of mine.) and then (i have now completely lost all mood after msning with a few goofballs and kukus hahahaha)...OH YEH. so i just didnt feel like going out le lohs, since going out need to spend money on food and now got inflation and everything...-.-
and yeh, since i started i dun tink i wnana stop liao. even though i lost all mood. hahaha.
HM. HOW HOW HOW. finally im posting somthing bout the OG14 i had been and will always be in. i miss them. i miss them ALL. i know how OGs tend to fade off gardually from PAE, but it never occured to me how much difference it would make. ,y OG in aj wasnt tat much enthu and all, probably cuz the camp wasnt as much fun and required as much bonding. aj camp was more like leadership camp, all bout teamwrk. well, challenging in a sense, but predictable in the same way too. jj was...ah i refuse to touch on it again. hahah nostalgia ]]:
anyways, the main point is, OG14 is kinda, drifting apart. (the B._._._._-ing word is too much for me to say). ahahas. due to our all so different timetables, we rarely get the chance to meet up as a WHOLE, and yeh, even if we HAD the time, we would be with our classmates. and even if we saw each other in the hallways or corridors, we might not even greet each other. maybe a smile, yes, but then, no words. :O so yeh, pretty much sadded by it all. at least we r thinking of an IDP now, and planning about OG outings. hmm. hope it all works. this is very disappointing D:
the BBQ at xinmu's house was great fun! now tat i recall. and i'd better blog about this lest i forget. had been bout slightly more than 2 weeks since we met up during BBQ. hahas. didnt take much photos. ahaha and only 2 whole OG photos were taken. saddening! ohoh and i went later in the afternoon, so yeh lo. MISSED OUT PRECIOUS TIME! hoho. AGONISING. but all went well. and uhh, its just very different frm what i experienced in aj loh. hahas. maybe its the different processes of how we met bahs. OG14 was so united. xD amazing, and it really helped me a lot in coping and familiarising in JJC. hhaas, it also marked the start of a great frenship, and made adapting a HELL LOT easier. and yes, thank you for everything, camp, bbq, and all those times we met up: for CCA fest, for breaks, for the MUGGING session that ended up with us playing badminton in squash court, and all the bus trips home together :D thank you for everything. hahas so now, even though i know we wun be as close as we were once 4, at least we were close ONCE. and tats all tat really matters, cuz we will forever be great frens in my memories. :D love you all!
falallaa. i tink i'd better go rest soon. HMM. at least i blogged :D
college life i really busy, and kinda hectic. for a LAZY person like me, that is. ohoh. and i just despise that CT of mine. all she does is talk and talk and talk crap. yes, BUTTYliwanyu, u should know. ohoh, speaking of whom,i was supposed to mee with huangwanqing the STONE again, but the i also lost the mood, and since they've eaten already i might as well stay at home and slack and mug and cook my own lunch. YES. sounds pretty huh: "COOK MY OWN LUNCH" but actually in IVYTAN's terms, COOK MY OWN LUNCH= #1. Boil water; #2. put in instant noodles; #3. spill in watever seasonings and an egg. THAT, is pretty much it. oh god. i miss wanyu and wanqing and everyone else, though i do get to see wangxua and huiwen and angkukueh almost everyday in school at least once if im really lucky; our timetables clash kinda like crazy.
oh. speaking of whom, wangxua and huiwen got in the school tennis girls team le. and i still have to undergo some second round of audition. yes, i know i oughta be thankful. AT LEAST i still have a chance. but then again, thinking of how fast they;ve gotten in, and how much competition i have to face for the last 2 spots or so in the team kinda turns my stomach a bit. ever since i received the call on my cell on the way home in my father's van on that RAINY friday, my mood totally changed. my mom even came in to ask why i look so defeated. oh gosh. i must admit im VERY defeated already. jesus. i really oughta cheer up, mop up all my tutorials, revise for those bloody tests, (specifically CHEM; gasps at redox*), and really work hard to get in the team. finally i found something im really keen on, and i tink its about time i reall put in some effort. maybe its too late to say, but if anything, there is always CHOIR for me. (oh great great LORD. im really trying my best not to think in that direction. currently i heard choir has only got like, 11 ppl in all? HIGHLY doubt there will even be a chance for us to enter SYF. i mean, yes, DUN LET THE NUMBERS DEFINE U, but still, 11 is kinda SAD..)
oh yeh. stayed back in school on friday to finish up my GP assignment, and since i had nothin to do from 3 to 4 when jaclyn had PC (we were intending to play tennis after school), i decided to stay back in school to finish up my GP, which is like, overdue by at east an hour. seriously, i wouldnt fanccy waking up BRIGHT and EARLY to return to JJC tor eturn my script. haha NOPE. fat hope. NO. IVAN, is really lazy sometimes.
oh god. im turning into ONE FAT NOOBY NERD.
#1: I KEEP SNACKING!!! EVEN WHEN STUDYING!!! (that is, IF, i even studied at all)
#2: I MISS MY RUFF FRENS!!! WHICH, unfortunately had all been delteted by the ROSEteam, after fixing the breakdown over the weekend or sumthing. KILLER to my heart man. my buddies..]]:
*met ele online today. retarded yeh? hahaha we were like OMG. U FINALLY ONLINED~~ HAVEN SEEN U IN AGES and all those crap. after 5 mins of those kinda 'MISS U, U RETARDED NOOB!' kinda shit we went back to insulting each other and crapping along. omg waste of my time HAHAHA.*
#3: noob ar...why ar. OH. i forgot. HOHOHOHO. IMA NOOB cuz i haven even gotten the $$20 from chrisliew who passed the money to wanqing who i am supposed to meet along with liwanyu for lunch today at JP, then mug. oh. which brings me to the next point.
#4: im TURNING IN TO A NERD. ok, or sorta like tat. other tha being online for chatting and iTunes, im like. study study study. i even didnt feel like going out with wanyu except for the fact to look at a new pair of track shoes (at this point in time, im sadded by the fact tat i have to go throw rubbish and change com so im back to this flat, white but lifeless APPLE keyboard of mine.) and then (i have now completely lost all mood after msning with a few goofballs and kukus hahahaha)...OH YEH. so i just didnt feel like going out le lohs, since going out need to spend money on food and now got inflation and everything...-.-
and yeh, since i started i dun tink i wnana stop liao. even though i lost all mood. hahaha.
HM. HOW HOW HOW. finally im posting somthing bout the OG14 i had been and will always be in. i miss them. i miss them ALL. i know how OGs tend to fade off gardually from PAE, but it never occured to me how much difference it would make. ,y OG in aj wasnt tat much enthu and all, probably cuz the camp wasnt as much fun and required as much bonding. aj camp was more like leadership camp, all bout teamwrk. well, challenging in a sense, but predictable in the same way too. jj was...ah i refuse to touch on it again. hahah nostalgia ]]:
anyways, the main point is, OG14 is kinda, drifting apart. (the B._._._._-ing word is too much for me to say). ahahas. due to our all so different timetables, we rarely get the chance to meet up as a WHOLE, and yeh, even if we HAD the time, we would be with our classmates. and even if we saw each other in the hallways or corridors, we might not even greet each other. maybe a smile, yes, but then, no words. :O so yeh, pretty much sadded by it all. at least we r thinking of an IDP now, and planning about OG outings. hmm. hope it all works. this is very disappointing D:
the BBQ at xinmu's house was great fun! now tat i recall. and i'd better blog about this lest i forget. had been bout slightly more than 2 weeks since we met up during BBQ. hahas. didnt take much photos. ahaha and only 2 whole OG photos were taken. saddening! ohoh and i went later in the afternoon, so yeh lo. MISSED OUT PRECIOUS TIME! hoho. AGONISING. but all went well. and uhh, its just very different frm what i experienced in aj loh. hahas. maybe its the different processes of how we met bahs. OG14 was so united. xD amazing, and it really helped me a lot in coping and familiarising in JJC. hhaas, it also marked the start of a great frenship, and made adapting a HELL LOT easier. and yes, thank you for everything, camp, bbq, and all those times we met up: for CCA fest, for breaks, for the MUGGING session that ended up with us playing badminton in squash court, and all the bus trips home together :D thank you for everything. hahas so now, even though i know we wun be as close as we were once 4, at least we were close ONCE. and tats all tat really matters, cuz we will forever be great frens in my memories. :D love you all!
falallaa. i tink i'd better go rest soon. HMM. at least i blogged :D