I was studying on the bus on the way to school to take my chemistry (last) paper. Slept at 4 the previous night (or that morning). Then this man i dunno, in his forties..? Boarded the bus, and sat down next to me. I didnt really bother, but continued to study my chem notes and listen to my mp3. Mellisa and Sze Hui were sitting in front of me. After alighting the bus, mellisa told me the guy kept buring out loud; I didn't realise a thing cause my mp3 was on kinda loud. Then when I started checking my bag and fumbling around for my phone, I couldn't find anything -.- And I panicked like crazy. Called mom on mel's phone, and she chided me a bit, so I cried. And when sitting with sally and xua, I teared a bit also. Then at home, Mom scolded me. I mean, expected lahs. But still, it's not as if I dun feel bad enough right. So much for a last day of promos.

Okay, now, I shall rant on and on about promos. OMG. Sucked. Im really wondering if i can even get promoted. Shitt. I mean, Im only confident of math? And I can assure myself i will make a hell lot of careless mistakes. SERIOUSLY. Then, there's those other two sciences, Biology and Chemistry. OMG. Screwed lahs. I shall not say much about chem, probably because there isn't much to say; it was just horrible. Biology was SAD. Paper one is gone for sure. Paprer 2 de essay gone, section A was a it doable for me? Though i crapped a whole lot, but you all know how biology is. 0.5m for a keypoint. And no matter HOW MUCH you study, you can never quite get all the points. ):

So much for the H2s. H1s? I wrote I AGREE for an absolute NO answer, and history I spent more time on the topic I didn't study for rather than the one I did. Furthermore, HISTRY IS ALL BOUT ANALYSIS. The way Mdm Koh has been marking our scripts, it has all been about CONTENT. 

This kinda feel like the Os, but somehow the sense of relieve isn't completely there.

Ivy Tan. You can go shoot yourself now. Save you from all the agonising pain of hearing this.

"Ivy Tan, retained."

Omg. I can just imagine the impact. SHIT. T.T Please save meee. ):

Now, I have no more mood to blog bout that awesome dress-trying time we had in orchard, HUGE subway feast. And that tennis session with the little kiddos who could play better than us at coach's training center. And me walking into the gents, and seeing a huge butterfly. And the gossiping session me huiwen and xuejie ahd in macs, and them telling me bout some cute angmoh guy sitting behind me. And the mass chat the class had last night. And today when wani and I were talking about horrible insects. ESPECIALLY BUTTERFLIES; the terrible encounters. And the evil plan the butterflies in the butterfly gardens were devising to take over the world!And and anddd so much more!

Im looking forward to school tomorrow, merely for the sake of seeing everyone. I don;t want the lessons. I don't want the results. I don't want to see the disappointment on teachers' faces when they see me, or when they tell us the results. Oh lord. And my parents! It will be such an impact. I don't even know how to start! I might just kill myself. LOL. AHEMS.

Reatained...? Omg. Wanyu tells me to chill, and that i can do it, but somehow, I lack the confidence. And surprisingly, xuejie doesn't even seem half as panicky as me. I really want to be fully promoted. God. Someone please SAVE ME. 

Hais. Maybe if Im feeling a it better tonight i shall blog about the things I mentioned above. ):

Tennis starts tuesday. I have a sudden urge to stay back in school to practise with the wall. Else...I think coach will just get pissed off? Thank god for yesterday's training, though with kids. oh man, we were like, GIANTS.

Okay, on a lighter note, I think I might just go back to applying for my phone's warranty. Ah wells. I miss wanyu and gang. Meet up soon I hope.

Arugh. Promos. :/