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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

GOD.

It's one of those days there is nothing really wrong with the world around you, but you just feel like punching every idiot who pops into your mind along with all the knitty-gritty minor irritating they did to you.

Yeap. That's exactly what Im feeling now. Yet I know deep inside, it's not just ONE bloody occasion this happened; it happened so many shitty times I really don't think it's all that simple no more.

Even if I voice out, advise or give feedback, you won't listen. You won't change. I know people like you, I've had countless encounters. But then, being someone close, I really can't stand the thought of it yeah? IF I tell you seriously, you'd think that Im kidding, just criticising, when Im not. And you'd just brush off the matter you don't like to discuss meekly aside, not wanting to face the issue. What? Accumulate it?

So you think obstracising others is fun, but you don't like being obstracised. So you think being self-centered is no biggie, and you called others selfish on so many accounts. So you have that super strong insecurity, but you fail to recognise others'. And you don't see the need to accomodate others as well as you get something out of it. doing things that will only bring you benefits. You hate losing out, but honestly speaking, I'd say through all the responses you've given, you really don't mind if others lost out a little, just so you can do better. Oh, and you really don't say what you really think cause of the need to impress others and go along with the crowd.


I: its gonna be the same no matter how many times i tell her lohs.
BFF: haii
I: and she wun take me seriously de. i think she is one of those who really cant tell when im serious or joking.
BFF: hhaha yea
I: i mean, okay lahs, its rather hard for many -.- even my classmates. but then ppl like you (++++) know when to stop -.-
BFF: yea
BFF: she dunno
BFF: seriously

ARUGH. Stop it.
I can't figure out why you even think it's funny.
Cause it really isn't.

I wanna just punch someone.

As you can see, Im not exactly in a happy mood.

Thanks ar. I really shouldn't eat MEE SIAM (vegetarian) in school.
MeeSiam = Detoxification before training.