Live broadcast (or so, its called) of the J2 A level release of results in LT5 on friday was super demoralizing. The talk by the teachers got some of us thinking about how we are still wasting time at this stage, taking it easy, not giving our all, slacking. Really got us all wanting to change for the better, and put in more effort academic-wise. But yeah, while thinking about it on my way home on the bus, after michelle and diana alighted at their stop, I realized that, I didn't know where to start. WHich subject? Which topic? In fact, I must admit I am feeling kind of lost. 

Weekends come and go damn quickly. 

Friday (TGIF), some of us tend to slack the day off, taking a (well, I wouldn't really say well-deserved) break from the week of school. 

Saturdays, needless to say, will be spent on training and dining out, then going home (of course not dropping by the sports stores on the way. OH. Which reminds me, I bumped into nicholas at Royal Sporting House today). Today, 10am-3pm. It the first time we actually stayed the whole session including matchplay, and I'm totally burnt. Stupid sun. Stupid coach. Stupid **********. Stupid drills. Stupid mentality. Arugh. Burnt my neck, face, scalp, arms. I foresee my nose skin peeling again -.- Weekly routine. Oh wells.

Sunday. Sleep in late, since its the only day I can afford to. Then its off to tuition at 3-5pm. KNS man. Middle of the day. How do I even do anything please. Thank god I withdrew. Comtemplating if I should go to mel's chem tuition instead. Gosh. But its still midday. Worse, its at CCK? And I don't even have direct bus, so CONFIRM late one -.-

I feel so...SLACK. And I can't find time. So yeah. Since I can't do much about all the trainings, I figured I might just resort to not sleeping as much, and staying back after trainings on Saturdays to study. Else all the traveling, and ohmytiann, BATHING at home. I think I can just forget bout A levels. HAH. Bathing. After bathing I feel AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD. Then I close my eyes, and flop down on my bed and it's off to Dreamland. Shit lahs this won't do. Hence the staying back in school, so I bathe later. Yes, smelly I know. But it keeps me awake at least.

Right now, I feel damn weak. Haven't been playing very well lately. Wen and I finally resorted to standing at the baseline, after figuring our volleys kinda suck after a while. More reaction time. Occasional drilling. Somehow, we play different in drills and actual matches. Take for example the Keep ball in play thing. Golly, we felt so relaxed after the whole drill, unlike how we usually hit; rushing to take the point instead of taking our time to hit the ball, that we lost our sense of urgency. -.- KNS man. So contradicting. 

Hmm, might be getting new shoes, and tennis skirt. Money siah. Fall from sky please. Maybe I'll just go be a PE teacher. $6000+ a month? No joke man. Had a BIG CHILL today. Okay lahs not really BIG CHILL. But desert was good :D

No training on tuesday due to math test, don't really know if thats a good thing or bad. Heh. But yeah, UBER early dismissal on thursday -.- Lunch out with the girls and then off to training I suppose. :D HAPPY. After the drills, at least I recalled the smash techniques and did okay. Serving double faults is now almost totally gone from us. I found the part where we had to exhale upon point of contact funny, cause of all the weird sounds we make. Especially xua's. "WHOO!"

ROFL. So wrong so wrong.

Thursday was great. Felt the winning streak we hadn't in a long time, playing against other doubles pairs, like J1 guys and girls, and J2 girls. Hmm, but I still find lack of consistency. Sian. I want to IMPROVE. But I don't know how. Crap. I don't even know what went wrong half of the time.

:/ Looking forward to tuesday anyways.

Wed- Home learning. But dumb old JJ wants the tennis team to go for NAFTA. Asswipes.

Thurs- Early dismissal; Fri's timetable so I end at 12.30, Xua 12. Ling 1. Huiwen 3.30? The most rally in school then go marketplace makan. :D Cool shit.

Fri- Sports heats. HOHO. 浪费我的青春。

HEH HEH HEH. All the horror will end on tuesday.

GP content quiz. History SBQ test. Math quizes (Apps of Integ and D.E.). MAth lecture test (Apps of Integ and D.E.). Chemistry surprise test (All of orgchem. SHOOT ME PLEASE.)

I need serious energy to pull through this week of hell. From which I get by sleeping. 

NOW. (:

Maybe I'll just give up chem for biology and tell the stinky chem tuition that I had no time to do. Weak, but nonetheless effective. JC2 student with A div coming up. No joke.

TOODLES. Im heading off to Dreamland. See ya there wit all the Yakults. :D

P.S. An sms FQ sent: "你好学不学，学我骂粗话！" and "I'm a 典范猪朋狗友。" HAHAHA. (: