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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.
Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Eff. Effff. EFFFFF.

Not now. 
Not when we have come this far.
Not after we put in so much of our time.
Not when the passion is building up again.
Not when I want it so much.

Just NOT NOW. 
I doubt I can take it; I know we can't.
If all doesn't go well, I know, I just do.
I know I will break down. 

For the time spent.
For the love.
For the efforts put in.
For the hurdles jumped across.
For the sweet bittersweet aftertaste.
For it all.

Please, let it all go well. 
I need it and I want it to.

Because the both of us, simply can't give anymore.
The last thing I need, we need, is to have it all stripped away.

Pourquoi? 
Je ne comprends pas, non.