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Sunday, August 16, 2009
"Isn't it funny how feelings change. That initial liking to a person can turn so sour, so superficial with just a few turning of events."
Relationship problem are not going to get the better of me now, with the frightfully quick approach of the Major examinations.
Yes, MAJOR, in caps.
I'm not mad-rushing yet like O levels.
I'm not prepared.
I'M NOT COMPLETELY CONVINCED YET.
WHYYY?
I don't exactly know, but I'm really hoping it's not because of what happened between us. It's so...uncalled for.
I know I blog bout how I don't give any regards to this, but who am I really deceiving huh.
"I pity you, she's practically a part of your life." Or something like that, by my SundayMuggerBugger.
GREAT. Well, at least SundayMuggerBugger gives better comments/advice(okay not exactly so). Okay, maybe not, but she has more to say to make me feel a teeny bt better. Even my apparent close friends, AHEM, gives just patronising remarks.
"Mhm i see."
"Wow."
"You go girl."
Computer generated automated messages aren't exactly what I need. So you see, it's not I don't wanna voice out. Well, partly so, but I can't seem to find that PERSON to completely confide in yet. And that particular someone I once thought was potential, apparently wasn't what I was looking for after all. Golly. Complications.
Well. I think AYE, being in somewhat the same situation as me, can relate, and thus it's easy to talk to her. HAHA. My buddy, but yet we rarely have the time to talk.
GAHH. So now, I've decided.
I'm not going to get all these shitty stuff get the better of me.
Emotional stuff isn't going to carry me through this HUGE obstacle of determining my future.
I don't want to regret, and I don't want to face these people I see everyday now with a pained expression and thoughts about how I completely wasted my JC life away.
I'm going to do this, even if it means I hurl my social life of this hellhole away, cause apparently, this means EVERYTHING.
And I don't need this kind of social life right now. Not with these people.
Yes yes, I'm morphing into a bittergourd, so kill me.
So don't mind me if I turn anti-social. Because I probably won't be needing these people to help me in whatever I do anyways.
Ahh, I feel that fiesty attitude from two years back returning.
Here I Come.
Relationship problem are not going to get the better of me now, with the frightfully quick approach of the Major examinations.
Yes, MAJOR, in caps.
I'm not mad-rushing yet like O levels.
I'm not prepared.
I'M NOT COMPLETELY CONVINCED YET.
WHYYY?
I don't exactly know, but I'm really hoping it's not because of what happened between us. It's so...uncalled for.
I know I blog bout how I don't give any regards to this, but who am I really deceiving huh.
"I pity you, she's practically a part of your life." Or something like that, by my SundayMuggerBugger.
GREAT. Well, at least SundayMuggerBugger gives better comments/advice(okay not exactly so). Okay, maybe not, but she has more to say to make me feel a teeny bt better. Even my apparent close friends, AHEM, gives just patronising remarks.
"Mhm i see."
"Wow."
"You go girl."
Computer generated automated messages aren't exactly what I need. So you see, it's not I don't wanna voice out. Well, partly so, but I can't seem to find that PERSON to completely confide in yet. And that particular someone I once thought was potential, apparently wasn't what I was looking for after all. Golly. Complications.
Well. I think AYE, being in somewhat the same situation as me, can relate, and thus it's easy to talk to her. HAHA. My buddy, but yet we rarely have the time to talk.
GAHH. So now, I've decided.
I'm not going to get all these shitty stuff get the better of me.
Emotional stuff isn't going to carry me through this HUGE obstacle of determining my future.
I don't want to regret, and I don't want to face these people I see everyday now with a pained expression and thoughts about how I completely wasted my JC life away.
I'm going to do this, even if it means I hurl my social life of this hellhole away, cause apparently, this means EVERYTHING.
And I don't need this kind of social life right now. Not with these people.
Yes yes, I'm morphing into a bittergourd, so kill me.
So don't mind me if I turn anti-social. Because I probably won't be needing these people to help me in whatever I do anyways.
Ahh, I feel that fiesty attitude from two years back returning.
Here I Come.