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Salut. The name is Ivy. She gets a year older every 18th November. Butterflies aren't really on her List of Nice Things. She loves her BFFs and TENNIS :D. Okay, and she doesn't know what else to say so she will stop here.

Saturday, April 10, 2010


Sigh.

Time really flies.
Wake up late in the afternoon, shower, prepare lunch, do some chores, read a bit of newspapers. It's 4 plus.
Go to your room, sit and start reading and studying, play some music, and what do you know? It's 7pm.
Prepare dinner in a bit, do some housechores yet again. It's 9 plus and you're heading for a night run.
After which you come back home, sit in front of your com, and start watching some ancient English classic sitcoms.

Aye.
Colleagues asked me out today, but I rejected. Feel kind of bad, since the next time we all meet up will be like May.
Still, I insisted on staying home this saturday.
Ended up cooped at my desk, in my hoodie, reading biology with Michael Bublé's voice in the background.

If only it'd rain.

Hopped upon some blogs last night.
Of people studying abroad, of peers who are awaiting hopelessly for our mails from the various collages, of people my age in other countries.
Gosh. It made me think back on these two years spent in this institute. How I spent it; how I SHOULD have spent it.
Made me think of life now, and my future.
My grades, my further education.

Shucks. And of course, how different I've become after this period of time.

I don't find it as much of a joy to come online now, as I had several months back.
I find coming online less and less interesting.
I seek solace in books.
I don't find the music I've loaded into my iPod years back as pleasant now.
I find loneliness comforting in its own little ways. (Mhm okay don't assume I'm a sociopath here.)

Okay this is pretty much pointless. Hoho.
Back to biology.

Il m'appartient de prendre cette décision.